October 19, 2021
I have really believed that i will write somethings daily on here. My diary started at May 1, 2021 . But this is my second at October 19, 2021. My life has changed too much on this period. I gave my lessons hardly and i had a girl friend first time. We were friends for 17-18 days and she was my girlfriend for two weeks. It is a short period honestly. But i had felt something special after years. It was a good emotion. After everything i thought that i can't contunie that relationship. I had a few special reasons. I don't know. I guess i couldn't love her. Nope. Absolutely i couldn't love her. I just forced myself to love her. I have always been thinking about i will be together with a woman who loves me who i love her. But i forgot the life. Anyway. I took an exam about my English level. I just wondered that which level i am in. So, i try that test but my result schoked me. It was 11/25 A2! I felt very bad. I guess, i won't learn this language perfectly. My yökd